ever since I was 13 I have been very sexual. I am always fantasizing about sexual situations usually really kinky and such. I started masturbating at the age of 13 and started watching porn at the age of 14-15, since I grew up in a very sexual family, I was encouraged to experiment and explore my body. I recently just moved away to go to music school, where I met my first boyfriend (I am picky with who I date) and we of course had sex right away…the relationship ended three weeks later after a rape incident (not going into details) it left me upset and scarred. After the incident I found my self being very promiscuous and getting alot of sexual attention from strangers’ which made me happy… which is how I met my current boyfriend, we are sexually active, and have been together for three months. I find that I just can’t get enough of him (granted I can never get enough sex in general) he could spend five hours giving me oral attention and so on and I just can’t orgasm or ever be satisfied (I can orgasm multiple times within half an hour on my own and have reached g spot orgasm on my own aswell). I want to screw him all the time and when I am in class I think about all the things I want to do with him. there is never a time where I am not horny. I see a guy I immediately think about what sex would be like with him etc…I also now masturbate sometimes 3 times a day when he is not available. Sex lats around 2-3 hours give or take and after I want more! I am so scared that there is something wrong with me, why am I so horny all the time!? He is a good lover he does every thing he can to get me off and he does all the things I tell him I like…I have a feeling this is all in my head… please help
btw I am 18 and I am female.
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February 7th, 2011 at 11:37 pm
Your sex drive is in over-drive and then some. You need therapy to deal with the rape, you are sexually acting out which could cause you problems. Your actions are not normal and you need help. I fear from your question that you may have been abused as child. Your "very sexual family" that encouraged you to "experiment and explore" your body worries me. I am not some prude; I am not religious, and I am not a conservative. I suggest speaking to your Doctor about a referral to a therapist who specialises in rape. Good Luck!!