Female Ejackulation

(1) I am 17 years old (virgin) I have been masturbating for over 4 years, but never have I once been able to have an orgasm. I have tried multiple things. I have attempted to stimulate my clitoris. I use a vibrating massager upon it. It does feel good but then a liquid comes out, and it takes a lot of muscle contraction to stop it, but by that time my bed is soaked. I am embarrassed because I have met this guy and I really want him to be the one that takes my virginity, but I am scared to do so. I don’t know if it is urine, I have taken a sample and it is not clear but does in fact look like urine. How can I stop, or what can I do? Please help!!

(2) I started my period when I turned 10, but when I did I noticed that I got a lot of discharge. My sister was over 15 years older than me so she moved away, and my mother never experienced something like that before. When I was in Junior high I was made fun of because of my discharge, I didn’t know how to handle it. Though I still have it, I have controlled the situation to where it wouldn’t soil my panties and smell. But I am very insecure, I know that discharge has a unique odor, and I am worried that if my boyfriend ever goes down on me to give me oral sex, that it will smell and taste bad. I do shower everyday, wipe myself properly, but thus the discharge continues to come. I know I am insecure, but I am very shy when it comes to sexual encounters directed towards myself. Is there anyone that can help me please?

Thank you

Kirara

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